Headstart just sucks . pui ! hmmm . once again , back to posting . Actually i decided to give up basketball , due to working . I thought i have to give up my 7 yrs of hobby . I felt devastated due to many things , such as relationship and having to give up on basketball . I kept thinking and thinking whether i should give up anot . People out there , pls give me some opinions .. I guess i have to inform my supervisor about the shifting of time , so i can attend my trainings . I really really miss basketball somehow . But money is also important to me . But after i thought for days , i guess it is not as important as basketball .
Today in class , andy told me : '' jiao lian ask where is you and sheng jie , and why both of u didnt come for training'' . And at that point in time , i kno i shouldn't disappoint coach as he is nice to us in his '' non-coach form'' . He may be fierce at times , when it is during trainings time . I still rmb there was once eugene , andy , sheng jie , alvin hartono , me and teck hwee went to telok kurau sec to play a friendly match with them . And after the match , coach drove us to bugis street to eat . And after that he drove us to geylang to see whore standing at corridors and coffee shop . And he drove us to his office to slack before going to geylang serai cc to play with other ppl . Coach john is a very nice guy when it is not training time , really miss that '' coach john'' .
Tdy after sch , eric , yu liang and me went to canteen to eat chicken rice . After that we decided to go home change as we need to be at toyrus at 2pm sharp . At the end , we reached there at 2.22 sharp . yea , 2 sharp indeed . When we reached there , we went to the office outside and saw many ppl oso wanting to take these job . =.= . And the person brought us to another place and asked us to wait there . Den one by one went in to interview . Hope we get selected luh !
After that we went to eat our lunch , and my mum came to meet us . So when we reached giordano , we seperated our ways . I went with my mum for some shopping and went home after that . Awaiting for the 12 matches for the geylang serai tournament at the coming december (: .
hmmm , now i finally knew that , finding a partner needs alot of observing before choosing . I went this wrong way , and now i have regretted . Everything just couldn't go back to the past . How i wish i was different in the past , and things wouldn't turn out to be the justine that i am now . How i wished i wouldn't think of it , but its too late . My heart just couldn't helped it . Its not a matter whether i want this feeling , instead its a matter whether my heart wants it . I always tell myself , how could i be a better person to her ?