Lately,i was very happy and felt fortunate to have friends around me.Skipped two lessons of eng N lvl workshops , wondered wat will happen to me when sch reopens.
Back to today,in the morning went for POA lessons,apparently it is bored but no choice.stupid eugene keep throwing erasers at me, i intended to be attentive in class, cos of him den i did not.HAHA.
Never thought things will turn out to be this way, just like i am watching a drama show or wat.How i wished or rather hope it was a dream.I kno i am being selfish to react this way,but i just cant imagined it happened just right beside me.i kno i shouldn't blamed u at all,but myself for going to bugis tat day tat time tat date,if not things will be different and my life would not have changed.guess i am talking nonsense.
a thousands or millions of threads can never mend a deep cut in the heart . and it will always remained as a deep scar.

Labels: Just like a dream ..

Finalllyyy,i am back to my ownself :) wounds healed, pain gone.Once and for all,let it go and nv come back to me . please pain, dun passby me again.
As usual,went to coffeshop in the morning with my mum to eat breakfast,as i tink my mum will be very boreddd.when i reached home,as usual,intended to call eugene they all for a swim. but then did not.Dun wanna disturb their sleep,and abit bad if i inform them just today.Nvm,but whole day at home rotting.
LUCKILY,got my darling to accompany me, and helped him bath all sorts of thing,really really love him alot :) although he is a male, but den i am not a gay xD.There was once,when i shared with him my feelings,he came and sat beside me and lie down on the floor to be my listening ear.(i am not a wierdo,just that i nid someone to share problems with me.)AhemAhem..While i was talking to him,suddenly he gave out a very sad hum(sound).At that point,i was thinking,was he responding to me?

Recently,things are really changing.Never thought tat this day will comes.In my mind,i was always wanting to let it go,but the pain just wouldn't go. wat amendments can i do to it?Sadly speaking,if anyone had noticed,i started growing WHITE hairs.Was i thinking too much?Or rather should i not think too much?I hope one day things will be different.
Early in the morning,went downstairs to have breakfast with my mum as she may be lonely,and went swimming with eugene and eric.I guess i am back to the swimming form justine.If i am getting darker,pls do not ka jiao me . thanks alot.As usual,we always fight around the swimming pool =.=. abit childish i kno.After swimming,went home to do nth.tats all for today.
It is really fading away i guess ..

just came home not long from sch .ytd went peipei house to slack awhile and we decided to go to ying mei hse . on the way to the 99 bus stop , peipei's bro damm cute la . follow us and insist to follow us to ying mei hse . i can see tat peipei is damm frustrated . haha . but she is so cute la when she is angry .(doesnt mean i wan u to be angry always).finally after settling things , we took bus to ying mei hse . got peipei , me , ying mei , gabriel and teng yin .quite fun honestly just tat i am abit tired . hahas . sry if i gave u all the wrong idea .during afternoon we decided to go to arena to play pool , and guess wat . when we reach there , =.= so many ppl . so we didnt want to wait , and went back to ying mei hse and eat BEE HOON and play cluedo . its my 1st time playing , but abit lousy hope u they dun mind :) . after tat , sent peipei home as i am very worried about her when she is alone walking home at night somemore . how i wish u could stick to me like a super glue and never ever leave me . guess i have to stop here . wait for my nxt post ! :)

just came home from the sch . at around 3 plus near to 4 , when to the 846 basketball court to play match against kenneth they all . end up , we played with other ppl instead . they did not have enuff ppl . as earlier mention , i missed my pri sch frens , and today saw four of my pri sch frens . one of them is my good fren eugene tan jian cai , still rmb last time we use bomb bag throw at ppl from upstairs . ka jiao only . and oso saw kuang wei , chi ying and chee sheng . so we had a friendly match with outside ppl , played for quite a long time . All i kno is my feelings is turning and relaxing . dun feel like thinking other things . shall stop here .

once again , back to posting . once again , i love pei pei . but hope we will last long . just ytd around 7 plus , i went to meet peipei at jp to celebrate our 1st month , but sry didnt surprise her with anything , hope u will understand. we went to shop for our mother day present . to our surprise , we choose the same thing to buy . as it is cute and nice . shall stop here . a short post . :) wait for my nxt post . miss u .

time past , things changed . this few days kept thinking about the pri sch life . dunno why , missed my frens somehow . and i am oso happy tat mid yr exams is OVER ! ytd pei pei came my hse to study . but den end up , she taught me chemistry =.= . she taught me acids , bases and salts . cos last yr ms kang anyhow teach , can say is talking to herself . at least how i get a better picture of it . thanks pei pei . u are my wife and my teacher :) den chong han ,eugene and eric came my hse as eugene wan to take psp games and charger from me . i this kind of fren where to find . from 4 charger , now left 1 only . omg . shall end here . :) good luuck guys for ur mid yr exams .

today can say is a damm funny day for me . today got exams , and during second paper , the most funniest teacher came into our class . is MR KAT !!! meow~~~ hahas . den the whole class keep disturbing him , buay tahan especially taufiq , keeping calling him bapok , ah gua , KOPI O . Funny till when i was attempting the last qn , i laugh till stomach pain and cannot do sia . luckily i controlled myself and managed to finish it . in the other hand , my mind was all about her . i oso dunno wat can i do to change my mind , or else one day when she dun wan me , i will be very sad. anyone can teach me how to control my mind ?

wow . long long time no post ya ? so today decided to post . :) not much actually , today after sch , when to eric hse to see see him , he sicked den me,andy,chonghan and eugene when to sch busstop to wait for sheng jie as we wan to accompany him to nevona to do somethings . den pei pei wan go with us , so i am happy to see her oso . so we gathered at JE interchange and go tgt . den we gt a hard time finding the place , to my surprise , we saw ms april huang shiying . den after tat chonghan nid to go home not long after we reach tat centre . den when down to the cafe to grab a bite and spent abit more time with shengjie as he may be too bored , and after tat me and pei pei go home much more earlier compared to eugene and sheng jie obviously . in the MRT , pei pei was blushing . guess wat ? pei pei nearly fall down as u trip onto something . so ps , alot of ppl look at us =.= . but nvm , who cares about them ? den sent pei pei to the JP busstop and we went seperated ways . :) end of post .